Sasha & Vera

Before that time when I created my own plurk account I used for chat with plurkers one account with Vera for both, it was account “Suntuni2”.

It was not so comfortable because nobody among our plurk friends couldn’t determine who responds for him even if we tried used account on a half of a day alternately.

And we had quarrels with Vera, as usual twin-sisters.

Slowly we got more friends and using one account was so difficult and not interesting.

I’m just tired to use one account for both, because I wanted that my opinion wasn’t messed with Vera’s opinion.

Then I decided create my own account “Suntuni1”.

In the beginning I created my own plurk just for chatting with one person (I won’t tell nick of that person and gender too) than I recognized that if I live with my twin-sister and didn’t chat with she  it’s a deliration even if we have quarrel almost every day.

Quarrels are typical things for sister especially for twin-sister. LOL

Then I added all plurk friends as “Suntuni2” had.

I was really happy to use my own account and expressed my own feelings separate from Vera.

Due to not so good knowing English I created plain topics, like “good morning” and “good evening” and so on during 9 months but tried slowly also create some interesting topics too about events of my life and shared some interesting new and songs which I like.

Slowly I was improving my English knowledge by chat every day in English even with Vera.

I got some English-speaking people in my plurk and we chatted every day.

I had thirst for knowledge and wanted so much to chat in English because I liked do it and also I liked supported my plurk friends and chat like with really good friends from real life.

Good friend for Russians means relative (family member).

Of course in the beginning we make our chat as familiars then we started chat as friends, we knew many things about each other and enjoyed by our chat.

But not always we got each other; sometimes we had quarrels because of misunderstanding and different in our cultures (nationality).

They had grown like snowball.

And after 9 months of our chat that person due to of whom I created my plurk account removed me from his friends and blocked me.

That was unpredictable and really weird thing for me because we almost didn’t have quarrels.

Seems that person didn’t get my support and thirst for knowledge.

And I think difference in age had played her role too.

Also I’m not able not notice difference in cultures, because American culture and Russian culture is the story about 2 riversides.

Americans are making of theirs chat based on fun, monkey business and flirt without obligations.

Russians are making of theirs chat by asking advises and discuss some things, not just for fun.

I felt not good really in that time.

I’m quite good remembering that day, 7 of July.

It was Witches day in Russia according folk’s omens calendar.

In fact, this calendar says that July is the most “hard” month in a year.

Many divorces and huge quarrels are creating in this month.

After that I got huge stress, my brains got that it was, but my soul couldn’t get it because I honestly couldn’t see reason of such decision and hatred between friends as I thought we were.

I lost my weight because of stress.

Through one week I noticed that our common friends (2 girls) stopped respond on my topics like they started ignore me.

They left one responds in one topic for all day, we just chatted on theirs topics and one time one girl confessed that they discussed me and Vera in one huge topic which I could see.

She suggest checking it, I did it.

I got second huge stress in one month.

And after 2 weeks of chatting I decided remove those 2 girls.

It was 23 of July’s early morning.

I didn’t tell them about my decision, just removed them without explanation.

I couldn’t endure that crap which I saw there.

There were fart, crap and I even don’t know how call that gossips which I saw.

They turned my words which I told some months ago, said that I created fake plurk accounts for following them and striking in theirs plurk topics, etc.

I knew so much crappy information which I didn’t know about myself even from not good last friends in real life.

Seems that 2 girls from Canada really don’t know and can’t understand Russian culture and the way how Russians make friendship between each other. They are just didn’t get education from parents about it. So sad about it.

One girl even called me and Vera as dumb persons, and they also said that our chat is free  English lessons, which they shouldn’t give for free, if we have question about his country we need just “google it”.

It was incredible crap for me in that time as for person who worked by teacher. (Now I’m working as teacher of Korean).

First time I saw such girls those didn’t respect older adult than they person.

I got the same age of students in my work.

We have 5 years of difference in ages!!!!Whole university time!!!!!!!!

Seems they are really sassy uneducated girls who have still teen minds in spite of theirs majority.

They just don’t know what means Orthodox Christian believe and never even didn’t try to know about it, just laugh. And I also read how they used word Amen in wrong funny conversation. It’s awful!!!!

23 of July was my working day and I asked manager to use his PC for removing those girls, because internet was blocked in my PC after changing my working “1C” program.

I was in panic, got huge 2d stress, I just couldn’t get why those girls whom I considered as friends said such crap about me and for what?

I got that they never get my thirst for knowledge too and just laugh every time when I made mistakes in English sentences, they brought so many pain for me.

Unbelievable that I got such crap already in second time of using plurk site.

It was awful.

First time I got it from some Taiwanese ugly by’2 fans, who created crappy topics in plurk site too about me and Vera.

Oh, God, how many crap I endured from foreign people.

And it was again in 2011.

In that day I was nervous and try keep tears from client and my co-workers.

I wasn’t able to sleep long time, just lay in my bed and tried find reply on questions: Why? For what?

I prayed too much hard.

In next day I met “folk’s doctor” (witch doctor) who was client of our company.

Witch doctor is a person who treats people by prayers and herbs.

It’s common practice of treat in Russia.

I was in stress again and decided ask him about my quarrels.

He said I will help you endure this situation, he said me why I got such quarrel, but he said nothing about those 3 people.

After working day I was able to had nap in a bus, because I got hard day as usual in weekends.

I felt like much pain gone and I felt relief.

I was really wondered about my feelings.

In the next Saturday I almost didn’t feel pain in my soul, just start creating plans about our future Chinese vacation and my resigning letter.

I met again that man and said how I feel and expressed my sincerely gratitude.

I’m very grateful for that man who helps people for free.

He is able to treat disease too.

After reading that crap I decided removed my friendship of those 3 persons from Flickr site and some blog too.

In first week after I read that crap I also blocked those 3 plurkers in my plurk account.

But then I decided unblock them, made my plurk account as public plurk .

Russians are always say truth, that’s why there is nothing to hide in my plurk line and I really almost don’t have secrets.

Well now any plurker can follow and read my plurk line in any time.

After I opened my plurk line I got some new friends who found me and asked add as friends, they are good people who live in America and know English as native speakers or know it well.

I didn’t get those 3 Canadians but I could forgive them and those Taiwanese guys too as usual orthodox Christian girl.

Memories are the most important thing of ur life, 9 months of our every day chat had gone and I will keep in my mind and in my soul only good and light conversation with that 3 persons from Canada.

Respect of each other hasn’t nationality in any Century between any nations and I hope God will bless me and I will never be in third time in such situation.

I will just live and enjoy by my life as usual normal person in the world.

Don’t judge strictly my article, please.

I wrote there my soul condition of not good period of my life.

Sincerely, yours Sasha